February 2012
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I hate my thighs today.
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'Reinventing Yourself'
So I’ve had a couple of friends, in the last week, tell me that University is the opportunity to ‘reinvent yourself’ and ‘be whoever you want to be’ and statements to that extent. Which has made me overthink, in typical Dizi fashion, and my brain is now thinking a couple of things…
One, are my lovely friends telling me in a nice way that I should become a new...
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Have a little happy cry.
My ears are happy.
I tried to make lentil soup, but it didn’t work all that well.
Now I just have a big pile of cooked lentils.
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Sooo my phone bill came back and I overdid it on the internet- moving to a new city will do that.
And just looked at this month’s and I’m already over.
On a good note, centrelink has decided to love me from the 27th of Feb. Hooray!
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I woke up to reading a text on my phone, that I had sent, saying something along the lines of ‘Yeah, we went to a shotbar and bought everybody shots but it was ok coz it was only $100 each!’
Then I really woke up.
And half drunkenly/half sleepily went through my entire phone trying to find this message. It was non-existant,
Thank fuck.
Subconcious, you are a bitch.
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I’ve kind of decided I’d like to completley cut eggs from my diet- or as much as I can help, at least.
I don’t like them anyway, have gone off anything that contains them, and have figured out vegan baking anyhow. But I don’t know if I’ll have the same outlook when it comes to checking food’s contents that I have not actually prepared myself.
I feel sorry for my bras. Some of the are so pretty and they’re being forever hidden from view.
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My mother is coming to visit because she is awesome.
This my ‘I want, from home’ list…
Any tights (exercise or just stockings) I may have left
A couple of just plain shirts/singlets (to run in and stuff)
I left a pair of trackies (dark grey) in one of my white boxes, next to my bed.
My blue jumper that I left on top of my easel
That green embrioded dressing...
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Dressed in the daggiest outfit, just to go for a walk around Brunswick.
Not even a run, because I didn’t bring runners, and because there is a lack of sand in my immediate surrounds.
Think of how much you like showers.
Then times it by about 1 000 000.
And then that’s how much I appreciate showers.
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wedontridekangaroos asked: love you Dizi.. and I miss you as well... it will all come together for you.. I am channelling all sorts of good and positive thoughts your way ... Andre xxx
“Do you know what hurts the most about a broken heart?
Not being able to...”
– Cassie Ainsworth, Skins
Everytime. This gets at me.
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Melbourne!
Give me a home!?
Not having my own space makes me wanna tear up.
But no, my eyeliner would run.
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People against 'Cruelty to Animals.'
As in, people who advocate such messages via facebook. Featuring photos or news stories containing dogs, cats and sea mammals. Yes, fundamentally, I agree with you.
On the other hand, there is a tiny bitchy niggle coming out of my brain- do you eat meat? Do you consume animal by-products (dairy/eggs)?
Whilst everybody seems to be more or less opposed to the human cruelty deflected upon...
Computer makes my eyeballs cringe.
I am freaking the fuck out.
And what is this other emotion? Homesickness, is that you?
January 2012
56 posts
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Eggplant parmigiana for breakfast, and red wine for dinner.
Melbourne, you’re already treating me well.
So much food.
So much angry stomach.
My nan asked me if I’d like one of her mini pizzas. When I asked if they contained any meat, she answered ‘No, only a little bit of bacon.’
And then proceeded to look shocked when I refused to eat even that, little bit, of bacon.
Awwh and also, no thankyou.
I’m spending Australia Day enrolling in Uni, trying to figure stuff out and maybe packing.
But it’s probably a better way to spend the day then hanging out with complete fuckwits who share ridiculous views such as ‘Fit in or Fuck off- actually, forget about fitting in and just fuck off.’
What causes a human being to have such little respect for another.
I’d...
I drink too much, lately.
I am exhausted.
On the plus side, I bought a pretty vintage dress, a 50s halter neck and some frilly french knickers today.
Yay.
I have a shiny new (blue!) computer. It’s currently telling me that I am in Austin, Texas and that it is 48 degrees Fahrenheit.
I know computers are smart, but this one isn’t very with it. Please, get me through Uni.
Crying at Skinny Love. Always.
Dark Chilli Chocolate
New hair dye. To be done ASAP.